Dear you,
So...How's it going? Wait, scratch that. Stupid question. Sorry. This is awkward. Um, I know I don't write as creatively as your ex-girlfriend but I tried my best. Don't throw this out yet, please? Anyway, the reason why I wrote this letter is because I wanted to tell you something. But before that extremely awkward (friendship-might-get-ruined) thing, let me just say a few things:
Remember when I told you that you're one of the few people who could understand me? Yeah, well I meant what I said. There are a lot of people who say that they do understand me but when you think about it, they understand one side of me. You...you understand everything about me. And it's so weird because we've only known each other for four months. And I'm extremely thankful that you do because I know I have someone I can lean on for these things. I still haven't thanked you properly for listening to me when I was such an emotional wreck one night. I'll make it up to you somehow.
Seldom do I wait for people to go online, but for some odd reason, you had me waiting for you to go online every single night. Every time I log on to Facebook, I always click your name and wait for that green dot to appear beside your name. I haven't gone as far as checking your Wall every night (that doesn't sit well with me), but I have waited for you. I'm even waiting for you now, if that makes any sense at all. And I wonder if I weren't to go online for a day, would you wait for me too? But of course you won't, I know that much.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that I like you. I mean I don't think I love you (yet, but it might go there) but I know for sure that this isn't just some crush. If it was, I would've gotten over you the first week I did. But guess what? Six months in, and I still like you. I'm not asking you to like me back. I just really needed to tell you this because I've been thinking about this for months and it's getting to me and I really need to take a chill pill. And. Um. Sorry. I'm blabbing again, aren't I? Anyway, I know this probably made our friendship go back to that awkward stage because I couldn't keep my mouth shut about these feelings, but I hope you don't think I wanted to get to know you because I like you. I wanted to get to know you because I consider you as my friend and I need to work on strengthening the bond that we have. Or had. I still keep the letter you wrote me. Weird, huh? But, um...you're that special to me. So there. Sorry if you feel like I wasted 5 minutes of your life. And thank you for reading this letter. You can throw it away now, if you'd like. Or burn it and pretend you never read anything. But again, thank you for reading this through.
I'll always be here when you need me.
Sincerely,
Sincerely,
That girl who's still waiting for your reply
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